Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Battle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense sensation sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense pain around a single eye that lasts up to three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the condition, and men are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually start with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to many causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Support eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical records suggest unusual remedies for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally recognised by global medical societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key artery that delivers blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in treating the disorder note this.
In 1998, scientists published the findings of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four operations before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed history is essential: on which side do signs occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are managed with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a